The Worms In Her Head and All Its Splendour
Mommy, u saw me cried without I realizing d tears when I watched this video, n when u asked me why? All I said was, "Nothing.." I cried bcoz I realized that these r the words that mommy will never say out loud to me. But I know deep in her heart, she doesn't expect me to return any 'favor' to her, all she want to see is me grown up safely. Mommy, these r the words i will never have the guts to say to u as well. I wish I can go back to d day when we have happier times with daddy bfore he passed on. I wish I had appreciate u n daddy before its now too late to do so. I'm always sorry each times I hurt u, but each times, I make d same mistakes again. I can never repay that 'favor' ever..not even til d end of my life. I'm juz a coward, who daren't even tell u how I truly feel abt u. But I know u can sense how I felt each times, bcoz, smhow evytime I think of u, sudenly I will get a call or sms frm u, as if our minds are bonded together..no matter how bz u were. It shamed me each times, u cared for me THAT much eventhough how silly I was. Mommy, when can I get to tell u enough of how much I love you? I say ur name in my daily rosary, God plz have mercy n bless my mommy everyday. Amen.
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